prodigal

2009-01-27T07:11:00.000-08:00

hello , www.leopardsteps.blogspot.com
and byebye , www.andiwhisper.blogspot.com

" you'll always be a part of me "

2009-01-21T04:37:00.000-08:00

right , i know it has been like socks number of days since i last updated my blog .
same old reason , not excuse , pardon me .
have been REAL busy these days . yes , especially THESE days when prison school starts .
complaints and grumbles of me not updating . yes , i promise me update like ..
eh .. erm .. whenever im free ! hahaha . like .. NOW ?! for instance . hahaha !
anyway , i might be changing my blog link these few days ( if im free ) .
or i may also be closing down this , and open another blog .
WHY ?! good question !
it beats me too . hahaha . nah , real reason .. i think i need somewhere new to start everything all over again .
oh well , thats all for now ! i'll be back soon . yeap , real soon !

" im just the different one "

2009-01-04T07:24:00.000-08:00

been real busy these days and my energy's drained off totally .

anyway , this coming week will be another busy week for me .

goddamnme ! one wink and this week will be my last week of holidays already !

time flies , really FLIES ! im soooo not looking forward to school .

went to check my new timetable , and it turns out to be a SUCKY one !

my ass will be stuck in that damn school till 8pm ! oh my god ! ( roll eyes )

YES , EIGHT PM ! start at the crack of dawn , and end at the crack of night !

what an awesome school im in , which comes out with this kinda superb timetable slot !

oh well , do i have a better choice , instead of accepting this damn freaking fact ,

that my school hours or should i say jail hours have been extended , officially ?

let me conclude this !

socks hours of school = finger counting hours of sleep = fatigue ..

= waving HELLO to enormous panda eyes +

bidding goodbye to dino hours long of sleeping time with siro +

knocking into the pimples family !

damn oh damn ! this is seriously holyshit , totally practically and literally !

" your hands are mine to hold "

2008-12-27T09:05:00.000-08:00

my new love ; ddung doll !

and this is one of their special edition , ANGEL DDUNG !

i want i want !

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' to me , youre the special one . but to you , she's the special one . - i know . '

youre the one in my eyes , but she's the one in your eyes .

youre the one whom i miss , but she's the one whom you think .

i see your name in my heart , but its her name that i saw , carved in your heart .

the reason behind my smile is you , but the reason behind your smile is her .

each and every day , theres always something new about you that i've learnt ,

your love is something i've always yearn ,

and youre one special gift from heaven that i wont return .

" some feelings's just beyond description "

2008-12-23T09:43:00.000-08:00

monday : dear girl joan , town - shop , shop and SHOP !

aftermath i dragged her along to meet my friends for supper !

got our arse down to tampines to meet princess loh , and wait for farhan to fetch us !

settled at same old place for prata ! i like i like !

then .. went back to eugene's place because ..

some itchy hands needs to play games ! hahaha .

well , some unfortunate , sucky , irritating , drama-mama , fucking ... ... ... thing happened ,

that made all of us go bonkers !

i dont wish to rake up history , especially when its something negative , hence it'll not be mentioned here .

anyway , hopefully this kinda awful thing wont knock on us ever again ! goddamnit !

hairstylist of the day : ANGEL ! yes , ME ME ME ! (:

because things get toooo bored when theyre playing games ,

plus princessloh and joan is over exhausted to keep me accompany ..

so i shall find something fun to entertain myself !

the reason why is there only two photos uploaded , is because ..

i promised someone to keep the other photos , private and confidential !

so the outcome is .. theres only perry up there ! hahaha .

" you know , i'll come for you no matter what "

2008-12-19T11:13:00.000-08:00

christmas's just a few more steps away from me ,

and i cant wait for it to knock on me !

my wish has been the same for the past 123456789 years back ,

and i supposed fairy godmother is sick and tired of my wish already .

hahaha . still , she never grant that wish for me ! damnit .

i shall convince myself in this way ..

maybe its too ridiculous for her to grant it for me .. maybe .. hahaha .

so i've made up my mind ! this year , im gonna make a more practical wish !

and i sincerely hope that this time round , fairy godmother will grant it for me !

well as for what wish im gonna wish .. i think i'll just skipped this part here !

you know i know we know !

oh ya ! one happy news to share ! next term , my school .. i meant institude . hahaha .

is implementing a new rule ; NO-UNIFORM rule ! yay-ness (:

which means i can finally wear shorts instead of skirtsssss .

and this means i can finally sleep in whatever fugly unglam posture in class !

wow-ness ! hahaha . but but .. theres always pros and cons .

and for this case , the disadvantage is .. im gonna brainstorm for almost like ..

everyday ? of what am i gonna wear to school today ?!?!?!

and i bet this dumb yet serious question .. i meant at least for me , i think its serious .

is gonna be the major thing / excuse for me being LATE for school , the next term /:

ya .. friends might be thinking ..

' oh please ! even when theres uniform , youre LATE too ! so whats the difference ?! '

hey , thats not true ! as in .. there is a different ! a BIG one , instead .

cause .. maybe i'll be brainstorming of what to wear till i totally neglect the TIME !

which means .. i'll be even more LATE than before or ever ! hahaha .

VAIN ?! well .. positive ! i dint deny this fact before . hahaha !

princess loh : eh ! i must emphasize this one thing on you biatch !

me : WHAT ?!

princess loh : LISTEN UP BABY ! NO SHEER , NO LOW-CUT AND NO SHORTS ABOVE KNEE-CAP IS ALLOWED !

me : right .. sure . ( roll eyes ) i wont dressed in this way . hahaha !

one last thing ! my cpx hun is selling CC Skye Inspired Bracelet !

its in black strap velvet material ! the next hottest thing's up on chart !

get it before it becomes a everybody's-wearing-it-thingy !

www.rollingjade.blogspot.com

" i see your face , everywhere "

2008-12-18T10:57:00.000-08:00

tuesday : finally met up with my CPX HUN and BREASTY GOH !

belated birthday celebration for peixian hun due to my damn exams !

fortunately that super understanding girl dont and wont mind at all (:

settled dinner at din tai fung , shopped awhile then home .

anyway HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY to CHAN PEIXIAN AND LYNNE GOH !

i know im super duber uber late to post this , but but ..

its always better to be late than never ! hahaha . thats why .. im always late for meetup too !

heres a honey coated message for you both !

ehem .. thanks for being so understanding to stand all my nonsense at all times .

the fact that we're not in the same school or institude before ,

we're as close and sweet like any other girlfriends out there !

now think back .. i must really thank my mom for putting my into mavis tuition centre .

hahaha . if not i wouldnt have met peixian . and if theres no peixian ,

there wont be any lynne goh in my life too !

now i know .. if peixian were to read these , she'll probably be cursing me ..

the fact that if that day she dint initiate a conversation with me online ,

we wouldnt be even contacting each other . yea yea yea , so all credits goes to you ! (:

now that theres both of you in my life .. i cant imagine life without the both of you !

endless hours of gossiping , countless days of shopping and non-stop of evil laughter !

life's like a novel , pages read and flipped .

countless of chapters in it .

but theres a chapter i wont forget ,

and thats the chapter , that we met .

I LOVE YOU TWO BREAST-IESSSSSSSS HONEY BUNNY DINOSAUR MUCH !!!

wednesday : met up with Aaron for supper , and i killed my craving for prata !

i think im sucha nice girl to travel down all the way to kembangan !

but but .. something cropped out , in between that made me feel so guilty aftermath .

anyway , met up with gerlyn , eugene , farhan and perry after that .

got our ass down to mustafa then , somewhere to eat supper . ya , eat again ?!

hahaha . and i got my ass home at 4am plus .. dead beat totally !

" youre all i could think of , now "

2008-12-14T10:21:00.000-08:00

okay so .. im contradicting about my own thoughts now .
knowing that i cant feel this way ,
still i cant bring and stop myself ,
to feel this way .
right , maybe i should keep myself fully occupied ,
till the extent that , i dont have time left to idle my thoughts ,
switching back to think , what shouldnt be in my mind from the very beginning .
.. and i think ..
theres really a need for me to draw a line now ,
cause someone's too good to be true , and too sweet to be fool-ed .

" i'll still be the author for this new story "

2008-12-13T03:11:00.000-08:00

those six agonizing days are finally OVER !

today's my last paper , yes , it drops on the saturday . stupid ? i know . hahaha .

today's also my last day of term two ! hello holidays (:

i've got one whole month of holidays , which aint enough for me at all .

was thinking of working , but come to think of it again , i've only got a month to spend .

most prolly should rest more , as my energy's totally used up after this six days of exams .

but i need more cash ! god , how i wish money can roll endlessly in my wallet . hahaha .

so .. the conclusion is .. i think , i'll just drop that mindset of working !

well , Angel's gonna have her following 30days freeeeee !

gonna catch up with all my girls this month !

shopping , ill-talking , girlf stayover , partying ,

boozing , movie-marathon , sleep endlessly ...

here i come ! hohohoho ~

oh ya ! one more thing . princess loh and darling tay will be getting their ass ,

down to party later - zouk-out !

goddamnme ! why am i 17 and not 18 now ?!

what a loser man . ( roll eyes ) underage . hahaha .

" self-reminder - he cant be more than , just a friend "

2008-12-02T08:27:00.000-08:00

thanks for showing your TRUE colors ,

letting me know how TRUE you were .

i cant remember when is it ..

but i know im starting to develop negative feeling for you . ( all thanks to you )

i tried to blurred this away , but as days passed ..

words and gestures of yours , make this negative feeling increased rapidly !

the fact that youre accusing me with words , thats describing yourself (:

my advice to you .. do some self-reflection ,

or you'll never find someone as TRUE as you to be your TRUE friend (:

" people change in split seconds "

2008-11-29T08:25:00.000-08:00

' i dont like to be stucked in-between '

friday - mi's house stayover . we're supposed to study , yet in the end ..

we ended up ill-talking and wasting time away .

one week more to my exams , yet im still slacking like nobody's business .

goddamnme ! i must really stay focus starting from now .. i meant ..

tomorrow onwards ! hahaha .

right .. so i supposed my life for the next one week will be ..

ass stuck on chair , and eyes glued to books .

suffering , suffocating , irritating .. yes i know . but .. do i have a better choice ?

its okay .. i shall console myself ..

ANGEL , just one more week of suffering , and good times will be waving at you !

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theres something i sees in you , that she dont .

theres something i sense in you , that she dont .

theres something i admire in you , that she dont .

theres something i feel about you , that she dont .

theres something i know about you , that she dont .

theres something i realised about you , that she dont .

theres something i found out about you , that she dont .

" im not like a book that could be read easily "

2008-11-27T07:06:00.000-08:00

the reality seems to be knocked by history .

the life , the people , the feeling , the atmosphere ..

look so familiar ..

maybe .. history's really repeating itself now .. in a way thats ..

same script , same cast .. yet a change in roles .

only if im really a witch !

im sure gonna perform black magic to change the whole current situation now !

" cast black spell on him "

2008-11-23T03:45:00.001-08:00

counting down to another two more weeks ,

before term two's exams at my doorsteps . damnit ! i really really hate exams !

anyway , yesterday i woke up exceptionally early than normal saturdays !

cause , im having my term two class outing .

destination settled at sentosa !

sunbathed , sea water soaking , gossips , idiotic yet funny stunts done ,

countless of fun and laughter !

aftermath , we decided to chill at cafe del mar , but damnit ..

because , out of like 14 of us , 5 of us were under 18 , so ..

we got kicked out , unfortunately .

and the worse thing is , im one out of the five .

argh * what a loser . ( roll eyes ) hahaha .

but that aint the end of the day ! after much discussion , we've decided to chill at conspiracy .

so we all got our ass down to boat quay ! had late dinner before we kick our ass to pub .

chilled , sing , dared-games , boozed and partaye !

some got drunk , some got high and some remained sober .

fortunately khidzer the old man saved the day again !

though many unpredictable things happened last night ,

it was an awesome night still !

everything thing will be kept in the name of silent.

whatever happened there , stays there .

whatever happened that night , stays that night .

and whatever happened when one's tipsy , remained subconsciously .

its not funny or enjoyable to see someone intoxicated when im not sodden at all .

one will not know how much one weighs in one's heart ,

not till the fact that one has totally lose one .

its always too late to make any amendment , when the whole picture's out ,

that everything could be seen so clearly .

" its not easy to be me at times "

2008-11-14T09:25:00.000-08:00

this is the time whereby , my hatred for school starts to increase each and every day ..

my school's really being a dick for squeezing all the module's assignments ,

exams and progress tests together . based on estimation , for the next three weeks left ,

before i end my term two .. i've yet to complete like four more presentation ,

and like .. three tests or so ? i dont know .. argh ! damn freaking irritating .

and after the next three weeks , i'll be saying ' hello ' to exams like again ?! (:

finally , weekends are at my doorstep now ! i cant be any happier than this ,

realising the fact that , later i can finally sleep like theres no tomorrow .

dont have to drag my dead corpse off the comfy bed with siro the next day ,

at the crack of dawn to take a freaking loooooong journey for school ! (:

anyway anyway , today's class supposed to start at 0830am ,

and im supposed to wake up at ..

around 0620am .. but last night , mr forgetful knocked on me ,

causing me to leave my alarm at some hidden corner !

and so .. i woke up at 8am today ! hahaha . reached school at 1130am (:

what a great starting of today !

so .. conclusion for everything is : school's literally ruining my social life !

i cant wait for my next holiday in december !

i wanna go shopping , chill , party and booze !

" sometimes , somewhere , somethings are just aint meant to be "

2008-11-10T06:32:00.000-08:00

byebye Angel's super duber LONG curl hair .

and HELLO to Angel's new long straight hair !

" its a new start for everything "

2008-11-07T07:28:00.000-08:00

im currently having this sweet feeling running in my blood ..

sometimes , its real good to be encased with this once-in-a-while-taste .

someone has this awesome potential that ,

the name itself is more than enough , to make me blush .

" and we'll play this cool "

2008-11-05T09:58:00.000-08:00

a piece of fucked up news was mailed to my ear , by my dear princess loh .
ahhhhh ! and after hearing it , i totally feel like throttling someone / anyone !
this bomb sentence totally turn my mood level negative !
you know i know we know ..

" youre my baby boo "

2008-10-28T09:08:00.000-07:00

sunday - gerlyn princess's house , steamboat and bbq ,

booze , gossip , obscene game and sleepover !

saturday - advanced birthday celebration for shidah ka !

hip diner for dinner aftermath pub , boozing , dancing , partying all night long !

" did i fell into the wrong hole again "

2008-10-22T06:42:00.001-07:00

damnit . this is my very first time in the whole of my seventeen years ,

im having my virgin rashes ! its freaking itchy . holy crap !

i just cant help but scratch my hands , fingers , legs .. everywhere like a MONKEY !

oh dear , the cream aint helping .. its killing me totally .

eew .. i look like someone with skin disease now ):

but my mates just dont spot the difference !

are they blind , or is it just me who's getting so paranoid over this shiat ?!

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so what if im missing you badly , madly and deeply ?

it doesnt matter to you , no more .

im someone who wont cross your pathway of mind anymore .

we've run out of time , run out of words ,

run out of reasons because we know everything's over .

its beyond the midpoint line that we can reach ,

knowing that everything will lay in this piece ,

even if this very moment i were to kiss your lips .

because i know this time , you wont be looking at me in my eyes ,

as this is already the bottom line .

your sudden absence explains everything ..

so even if you choose to skip the episode of explanation ,

i've figured out the answer myself ..

knowing that its over when the burning and yearning ,

inside your heart aint there anymore .

here i am , trying my very best not to dial your cell's number ,

even if im desperately dying to hear your voice for that few seconds .

knowing that things wont be the same anymore ,

therefore i pondered to myself .. why for ?

to the extent that i cant even bring myself ,

to look at your photo in my phone for more than 30seconds ..

cause i know , i wont be the one earning this smile of yours anymore .

hence slowly the number of your pictures being delete from my cell will increase .

game's over and we'll call it quits .

a game with this ending that there aint any loser or winner ,

yet to the conclusion that its best if we dont even talk at all .

" youre not even the last thing i'll ever wanna be remind of "

2008-10-11T10:32:00.000-07:00

its too late to say this , still i wanna say it .

HAPPY 18 CLEON clown !

HAPPY 18 NELSON sister !

and HAPPY 22 KHIDZER old man ! (:

for your information .. all these photos are taken honey bunnies months back .

anyway anyway , the reason for me not blogging for daysssss is ..

firstly term two sucks ! time table damn packed and time's running out for everything .

secondly , im lazy .. toooo lazy to on the com .
and lastly , there're too many days that i've missed blogging ,

so .. i've got no idea where to start from . HAHAHA .
socks number of pictures .. yet so lazy to upload them all .

i think im an artist ! really .. im like so good at drawing .
thumbs up Angel ! awesome (: HAHAHA .

" dont think too highly of yourself that you'll affect me "

2008-09-29T08:01:00.001-07:00

right , so back to school today , after this super short one week break .

as usual , when its time for me to get my ass back to school ,

which has long hours like jail ,

boring modules that kills me with boredom ,

and and soon .. not long later im gonna get drown by socks number of projectsss again !

what a life uh . im just soooooooooooo sick and lazy to get my ass

wake up at the crack of dawn ! damnit .

enough of this , shall say something that happened during weekends .

as for saturday night , i swear i dint sleep at all .. just for the sake of my dear cousin !

it was his big day !

and i've got the need to get my ass over to his place at 4am sharp on sunday .

nice timing uh . right , then moved on to sunday . yea , attended the wedding dinner ,

and i got my corpse home at around 1145pm ..

i swear im putting myself in a zombie's shoes last night .

just you imagine .. less than 5hours of sleep for whole day , and im like so busy .

worn out of energy totally .. and there goes my long hours of beauty sleep ):

and the outcome of this is two damn pimples on my cheeks !

" and this time i wont look back ever again "

2008-09-25T12:27:00.000-07:00

so basically ..
monday : i met gerlyn baby and darling tay to ikea . haha .
ya , we think we cute , just to go there and eat pasta and walk around ! (:
tuesday : met CPX , like finally ! idled time in town with PX hun , gerlyn baby and lynne goh that breasty !
wednesday : i got my ass stucked at home for the whole day .. haha .
and i woke up at 7pm plus ! power uh . hahaha .
thursday : karaoke session with all my loves !

" when you say nothing at all "

2008-09-23T12:26:00.000-07:00

finally .. you talked to me .
yes , i admit i was cold and show no interest or keen in talking to you .
think back , what caused all this ?
oh well , i supposed you should know the answer behind this , better than me , dont you ?
i used to make the first move ,
but youre the one who choose to act like one cold-blooded creature showing me no reply and play mia .
you know me well , knowing that i rather sort things out ,
knowing that i dont like people to play mia with me .
just a reminder for you if you forget or so .. i think this is the socks time im telling you ,
" dont every treat me so cold again , will you ? "
and does this sentence sounds familiar to you ?
.. if so , how many promises of " okay , i wont ever . " have you told me ?

so this time , i suppose what i did was right ? an eye for an eye .
i dont know what caused you to break the communication between us ,
yet i promise if its regarding to something personal or so ,
and if you choose to voice out with reasons that acceptable ,
i'll definately agree with green light .
i rather we talk things out and sort everything ,
than you play mia and break this bond apart ,
and caused the outcome of things laying now .
for now , i know maybe the next time youre gonna talk to me ,
will take like weeks , months or even years later .
oh well , its okay .. cause i wont ever take the initiative anymore ..
as i did it before and the outcome i get was ..
not receiving any reply from you ,
and this is something i cannot take it .
so , i supposed once bitten twice shy .
one unpleasant experience is enough .. i dont need a second one to act as a reminder .
..yet missing you as much is a plain fact still , that i wont deny .

" we will get better in time "

2008-09-22T10:59:00.000-07:00

mintues changed , hours passed and calendar pages flipped .
im still missing you much , as my heart stays on to this page as if its clipped .
its half past two in the morning and im still awake ,
asking myself is our history real or fake ,
does it really exist before or its a just an empty egg .
k

sweet times with you makes the time flies ,
when i look back , it has already passed three months and i never realised .
now that youve left me behind , with all those memories that we've used our heart ,
and paint it into a piece of art , it brings me nothing but reminding me that we're apart .

now rewind , i've been questioning myself , how can one's heart change so fast within a week ?
do i really meant something to you ? or maybe and so ,

i dont even meant anything to you right from the start .

y
maybe we're friends , maybe we're more , maybe its just my imaginations .

just as i thought you were the one ,
who can tolerate the fact that im taking love for fun ,
but you proved me wrong .. actions of yours tells me that youre the one who's having fun ,
when im all ready to end those fun , settle down and make you as my official one .
thanks for making me feel that im the only one ,
and now watch me fall with these all ,
by telling me that we're so done .
l

we're supposed to , but now theres no need to .
we're gonna be , but now its never will be .
we've turned into strangers from lovers ,
now so done and over ,
all those memories that stay so close to me ,
im gonna make them all fade away from my memory .
e

i used to miss you every day ,
then every hour , every minute , every second .
now read again , thats how i used to , not now .. anymore .
youre the one who choose to lose contact ..

yet everyday im hoping that ,

there'll be one fine day i'll see your name appearing on my cell screen ,

but after so many days , i totally crossed that mindset out ,

knowing that no matter how long i wait , difference and miracle wont take place .

after so long , you should know me well .. knowing that if you dont , i wont .

but this time i took the initiative to text you , yet you choose not to reply ..
so fine and goodbye .
i've already done what i should do and play my part ,
so , what now ?
g

like i've mentioned before , you'll never know how much you meant to me .. never .

since now, youre showing me that you cant hold on to this and play your part well ,

i shall find someone to take over this and replace you .

someone who's willing be my bowl and take all the shit from me ,

someone who's nuts over me ,

someone who cant take his eyes off me ,

and someone who treats me better than how much you do .
o

and i know for now , no matter what i say or what i do ,

you wont turn your head back and look at me anymore ,

cause youre already on your way leading your life without my name in it ,

and soon .. i'll lead mine without yours .

changing my lifestyle back to the square one Angel ,

who doesnt take love seriously , not till i met the right one who makes me feel that he's so worth it .

maybe this ending is the best of all .

like the proverb says .. somethings are just not meant to be .

like you and me ..
h

" we set off together and end this together "

2008-09-20T11:17:00.001-07:00

finally , i bid goodbye to this semester damn exams !

all i can say is , time flies , really . now rewind .. it feels like only countable days back ,

that im grumbling and chanting non-stop about my school days ,

those looong hours that made me feel like being locked up in jail ,

weekly tests that caused enormous eyebags and gigantic panda eyes running towards me ,

boxes of projects that ruined my social life literally .

and now .. three months has passed in a wink of an eye .

now , break week finally gave a knock on my door .

though this one week break is short , im sure gonna miss my loves in school .

nevermind nevermind , cause i know we're sure gonna meet up during this break week !

shopping , gossiping , movie marathon , in-house party , boozing , girlfriend's sleepover ,

late night singing sessions , midnight chill out and supper ! i like i like (:

oh ya ! one more thing , loooong hours sleeping day with siro's back !

" you do , you dont "

2008-09-18T00:24:00.000-07:00

tomorrow's a killer paper totally ..

damn econs . yes , econs ! that total biatch subject , that doesnt turns me on , at all .

oh well , two more papers to go , and im freeeeeee !

" once in a day "

2008-09-16T08:34:00.001-07:00

four more papers to go , and i'll be officially free !

i cant wait to end this week and meet all my girls !

anyway , today's paper suck big time ..

and and i seriously need retail therapy badly .

tina's territory !

gerlyn baby and tina darling (:

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its over now , really over .

and you know if you dont , i wont .
you'll never know how much i love you ,

never know how much you meant to me ,

and never know how much will i miss you ,

when you just turned your head away from me ,

and walk all alone without me .. never ..

but at least now i know .. how much i actually meant to you .

" and i cant stand the pain "

2008-09-13T12:21:00.000-07:00

that tiny full stop knocked on me , finally .

and i supposed this time is for real ,

everything's over .. after tonight .

" i supposed .. without you , i'll stay the same "

2008-09-10T11:46:00.000-07:00

in countable days , socks number of things happened .

and i can only conclude that , after boxes of cases ,

i've learnt to see things in a clearer way .

still , im on the pathway of brainstorming about what i really want in my life .

aftermuch , i've been questioning myself , is this really what i want or ..

its just what i need ? ..

seriously , i need something to my distract this feeling im not supposed to have ,

right from the very start .

" hold on , and soon you'll be mine "

2008-09-02T08:30:00.000-07:00

2 damn weeks more to my goddamn exams !

time flies , seriously . first semester's gonna be over sooooon !

now , i've got no choice but to tell myself . " study biatch study ! FOCUS ! "

damnit manzxzxzx ):

i hope someone can motivate me to get my eyes glued to those freaking boooooks !

" this aint what i want "

2008-08-27T09:59:00.001-07:00

today is a holy SHIT day .. i swear .

goddamnit .

" cause you wont see me the next morning "

2008-08-26T11:09:00.000-07:00

im being drowned by socks number of projects .

why why why are all their datelines so near each other ?!

its like from hougang station to sengkang !

why not hougang to bedok ?! goddamit !

( now you get my zipped-joke ? )

" when can i ever meet that tiny full-stop ? "

2008-08-24T12:02:00.000-07:00

tampines : mira . woodlands : gerlyn , tina , eugene and farhan - econ project ):

thomson : prata house ! yishun : slack . tampines : kylegoh ! (:

k , the reason why am i typing in this way ..

firstly is because im lazy and secondly is because .. im still lazy . hahaha .

im so in love with this guy whose ..

first name starts with ' k ' ends with ' e ' .

and goh is his last name .

" and where did you read my story from "

2008-08-23T12:14:00.000-07:00

loves , ritz carlton . fireworks .

the view for the fireworks was superb , totally (:

read my lips : i miss you baby .

kylegoh

" and if thats what you want "

2008-08-20T09:37:00.000-07:00

finally , its thursday tomorrow !

soon , friday will be here and weekends will be at my doorstep ,
the next minute ! (:
i just hate it when moodswing bumped onto me ,
and refused to ditch me for daysssss . freaking infuriating .

i so wanna say , bye forever to mr moodswing . hahaha .

私は～がなくて寂しいあなた(たち)は

" the way that i love you "

2008-08-19T09:30:00.000-07:00

hello moodswing .
im feeling nothing but inertia now .
i need someone to make me laugh nowwwwwww !

" now i dont feel the same "

2008-08-18T08:17:00.000-07:00

okay , so im like finally showing myself in blogger again .

after like , 2tests last week , and that damn econ test today .

was late for school today , with my girls as usual . haha .

and and , this week timetable suck big time . especially thursday k .

tuesday = socks loooong day . kill me before tomorrow knocks on me .

met up with kyle on saturday . planned to catch fireworks .. but i dont know why this year ,

dont seem to have any firewroks festival after national day uh .

so we got our ass to suntec and caught the movie , ' meet dave ' .

its super hilarious ! you know you know , eddie murphy is forever stupid and funny .

i really recommend peeps who haven watch this , to catch it ! and it sure gonna laugh your toes out (:

so as usual after movie , we started to stroll aimlessly again .

midnight strolls wont feel the same without you .

because i've got you beside me ,

those empty streets dont seem to feel lonely anymore .

sunday was time to get my eyes glued on books like again ?!

studying something i've never like and have no interest at all , is really hard .

especially when theres so many distractions around you .

it really get me boxes hard to concentrate , with gerlyn's craps , eugene's lame-ness ,

khidzer's ugly moves , laughter and lameeee jokes . but but , i like i like ! hahaha .

kyle was supposed to teach me , but but .. in the end out of 5chapters ,

he only managed to cover 3 with me . and and , he totally FAIL being a tuition teacher . hahaha .

" i dint mean to get so close "

2008-08-07T09:13:00.000-07:00

august = bad month .
ever since august here , countless of unlucky things bumped onto me !
not only i felt that august is an unlucky month ..
mi and khidzer feel it too ! ):
so we've decided to drink honeydew milktea everyday ! (:
hoping that , it can wash all these unlucky stuffs away !
and ya , we think we cute to be this superstitious . hahaha .
one more thing ..
im feeling so stress now .. i've got socks number of projects ,
waiting in line for me !
the worse thing is , their datelines are all so close to each other ,
and and , its so close to my test date too ):
now , kill me manzxzxzx , kill me !
so these lecturers think they cute uh ?

i want shopping , not studying .
i want to spend time in town , not in shatec .

" life's too short for not taking chances "

2008-08-06T08:56:00.000-07:00

met up with my babes like finally ?!

for my convenience , theyre so sweet to get their ass down hougang .

had late dinner at long-john . and they surprised me with cake aftermath ! (:
god , i swear i'll never forget my 17th birthday .
thanks for the surprise babes ! (:
i love you , and i know you all love me too ! hahaha .

k , tomorrow is a sucky day !
i need around 1hour to travel to school , and tomorrow im only attending
1hour 3omins lesson . like what the hell right .
waste my time , money and sleeping time !
hahaha . k , i seriously dont know whats wrong with me .
long hours of school jail , i complained , now ..
short hours of school jail , i also complained .
( and ya , i think im cute ) . hahaha !

" i dont need you to remind me "

2008-08-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

k , so today is my turn to have bad day .

yesterday was mi and today its me ! like what the hell ..

mr unlucky bumped onto me right from the very start of the day !

and it lasts for one whole day . thanks so much uh .

countless of rubbish incidents spilled on me today . i dont like ! dont like !

and yes because mi and i are superstitious , we rushed to westmall

to get honeydew milktea like yesterday , after school today .

hoping that after that power drink , all unlucky shit will come to an end .

" i dont wanna missed a single thing "

2008-08-04T10:10:00.000-07:00

( and ya , mi and i think that we're cute to wear one colour each side ! (: we like we like ! )

im gonna love the whole month of august !
cause , ms how have something on and we're not gonna have FOO this whole month !
which means , is either i end school early or start school late ! (:
i like i like . take today for instance .. from now on ,
i'll be starting school at 0130pm instead of 0930am every monday !

anyway anyway met up with my dearies yesterday .
all thanks to khidzer who changed the timeslot of meeting from 0300pm to 0200pm ..

and in the end , he's the one end up turning up at 0500pm ?
nevermind .. all of us are very understanding , so we forgave him (:
and we got our ass stuck at marina square for the whole day .

( i just loveeeee tina darling and gerlyn baby socks much ! (: )

aftermath i got my ass to tampines and meet kyle , reached home at around 3am .
who cares whats the time man !
cause , im starting school at 0130pm the next day !
though school started late today .. mi and i are still late ! hahaha .
this is so us manzxzx . late late and late ! forever late ! (:

now , i shall blog about saturday !
as usual i was late like .. again . hahaha .
met kyle at cityhall as planned . then we went suntec .
had kenny roger as my breakfast cum lunch cum dinner (:
then we caught the X-files . cannot say that its freaking nice ,
but its worth watching . all i can say about that movie is ..
everything's okay , except for the ending . shit , totally .
movie with nice plot always have a sucky ending ..
so after movie , we started to walk aimlessly and endlessly again ! (:
i like i like ..

strolling in the middle of the night , down an empty street with only you and me ..
under the canopy of diamond-liked stars ,
having you so close beside me , that i can hear your heartbeat .
everything just feel so right , when you held my hands ,
and wrapped me around with your arms ..
so softly you whispered ,
with your lips almost kissing my ear and i can hear you breathe so clearly ..
you said , ' i love you baby . '
at that moment of time , i know my world is perfect ..
because part of it contains you .

baby , thanks for everything on saturday .
i knew you'll surprised me ! (: i knew it . but i really dont know .. you'll get
that melody for me ! i love you kylegoh ! (:
last year was siro .. and this year its meme ! (:
you never fail to be my fairy godmother and fulfill whatever shit i want !
I LOVE YOU UNDERWEAR LOTS ! (:

" i'll be loving you as long "

2008-08-01T11:07:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME ! (:

all i can say is im super duber uber boxes TOUCHED and SURPRISED today !
my dearies mates came out with this surprise for me ,
and filled me with countless of smiles appearing non-stop on my face for the whole day .
white lies said to me all the way from yesterday till this morning ,
hidden communication behind me ,
preparing super sweeeeet things just for me ..
gigantic baby sylvester replacing melody , cause you all cant find it ..
plus plus godiva chocolate and rose .
thanks to all of you my dearies ..
for remembering every single detail i like and love .
singing birthday song early in the morning for me ,
filled me up with tons of love , from all of you (:
just as i thought , this was the end of the surprise for my birthday ..
but , back to reality check .. something happening happened after school !

my two breast friends ( chan peixian and lynne goh ) appear outside my school !
peixian hun was holding on to one self-baked chocolate brownie cake for me !
and yes , all of them sang birthday song for me again ! oh my god la !!!
i was really on the verge of tearing ! words cant explain how i feel ,
at that moment of time at all ..
i really never thought or even dreamt that , peixian and lynne will come
all the way to my school and wait for me !
and and , the worse thing is , peixian actually friendster-msged
gerlyn and tina ! behind my back , and prepare this sweet thing just for me !
oh ya ! peixian even got my brother involve in this plan man !
god , CHAN PEIXIAN , I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH LA ! (:
you make me so so so so super duber boxes touched today !
forget about the 17 balloons and 17 champagne rose you wanna get for me from the very start ..
everything you planned today for me , is enough babychan !
and thanks for the sweet post for me in your blog (:
oh my god la you ! make me so wanna cry , you dumbass breasty ! hahaha .
like what you say , i cant imagine life without you and
all your nonsense man ! (: i love you CPX ! and not to forget ,
my breasty LYNNE BEANIE GOH ! (:
and to all my shatec dearies -
mira , gerlyn , tina , eugene , khidzer , cleon , nelson and farhan .
thanks for everything today .. really !
we only know each other for one month .. but it feels like one year (:
this is why we say , when one click off well with another ,
everything just feel so right (:
LOVE YOU ALL BOXES UNDERWEAR MUCH ! hahaha .
i swear i'll never ever gonna forget my 17th birthday (:
thanks to all of you my love for making me feel like ,
a real princess today (: words cant describe how much i wanna thank you all (:

im meeting kyle goh tomorrow ! (:
and i cant wait , cant wait cant wait !

" somethings just feel so right "

2008-07-31T10:41:00.000-07:00

its 0145am now , which means its 1st august already !
hello 17 and bye bye 16 (:
why am i not asleep yet ? yea , good question !
cause i've got a freaking test on tomorrow ! ): dont like dont like !

status doesnt matter to me ..
cause you and me know that we're attached and into each other .
and this is all that counts .
one will never know how much one means to you ,
not till you lose him .
one will never know how much one weighs in your heart ,
not till you realised the fact that , he's much more important
than how much you thought he was .

" never knew i could hurt like this "

2008-07-30T10:40:00.000-07:00

went over to my mi's place and stayover , with gerlyn last night .

night studying with mates was fun !
chocolate , chips and green tea to replenish my energy ! (:
and no , we dint gossip during the night .. all thanks to someone ,
who's on the phone and ditch us a side . hahaha .
oh ya ! its really a pity that na wasnt here with us last night ..
but its okay , we've already updated her every single detail about last night .
you know i know we know !

anyway anyway , we did managed to go with our plan ,
and surprise our princess gerlyn loh yesterday !
she's over the moon . hahaha .

k , enough of this . today was shit totally ..
i shouldnt have bring up that issue to you .. really shouldnt .
i regret , totally . but what has done has been done .
fucker , is all i can say now .. not saying about you .. but me .
i just feel that youve got the need to know about my everything .
yet .. i always forget to forget not to tell you things that will make you feel jealous .
the way we are now , is really aching my heart .. i feel so cramped .
and i dont know how to pour my feeling out .
was it because im way too selfish , and always do things without
thinking about your feelings and how would you feel .
after i made all the actions ?
i dont know .. really dont know . my mind and heart is so cramped now ..
it feels like tons of rocks piling over my heart ,
that i cant catch my next breathe .
yes , i dont deny that i have this mindset ..
' status is a burden ' .. but , ah ! i dont know .
i thought , you could feel and understand how i feel .
and yes , back to reality check-back , this was what .. i thought .
cold shoulders given to me from you .. sucks totally .
i really cant stand it . i cant stand the way youre treating me this way .
terrible is how i feel now .. how about you ?
are you feeling the same way , like how i feel now too ?
whatever it is .. im sorry about everything ..
but is my sorry too late to drop by ? i dont know .. but i hope not .

i miss you .. i swear im missing you soooo much that ,
even if you were to appear beside me now ,
i'll still be missing you this much .
i just wanna let you know that , i love you baby .
i touch my heart and i can tell you that ,
for the present now , i only want you and aint no other man .
kyle goh junsheng , i love you !
you should know where you stand in my heart , dont you ?
after so much things i've done , just for the sake of you .

" all i want for my birthday is you , kyle goh "

2008-07-28T23:08:00.000-07:00

1st August = Angel's day !
appear with 17 different colours of balloons , 17 champagne rose
and a ~~gigantic teddy bear~~ MELODY ! under my block .
and im so gonna loveeeeeee you !

2008-07-28T10:30:00.000-07:00

superstar princess GERLYN LOH !
you are so gonna love us tomorrow ! (:
i promised ! youre gonna be so so touched , shocked and surprised !
we all love you baby !

" and so im letting you fly "

2008-07-27T10:52:00.000-07:00

i was only late for 1 minute today ! (:
big big improvement ! met kyle at around 7 pm plus .
dropped him crystal jellies as surprise !
made them during 12am plus last night .
okay okay , i know im sweet . hahaha .
once again .. it turns out to look nice .. but the taste .. er ..
all i can say is not as nice as how it look like . hahaha .
the reason why is because .. i forget to add sugar ! ahhhh !
hahahaha . thats why my jellies turns out to be .. bitter ):
nevermind nevermind . cookies fail , jelly also fail !
im gonna try sushi the next time round (:

baby , just you wait k ! my sushi will turn out to be successful one k !
anyway anyway , we caught red cliff just now .
all i can say is .. that freaking loooong two and a half hours movie sucks totally .
yea , maybe is because i dont understand a single shit .
and im not keen to watch that movie at all ):
war = fight here fight there . they think they cute . hahaha . i dont like , dont like .

okay okay , i'll be returning back to school jail tomorrow !
and somehow .. i dont feel reluctant anymore .
maybe because .. im falling in love with school jail now (:
oh ya ! i cant wait for this tuesday man !
my dearest superstar princess GERLYN LOH ' s birthday ! (:

" im writing your name all over my walls "

2008-07-26T11:18:00.000-07:00

met my CPX honey finally ! miss her like hellzxzxz manzxzxz .

tons of things and stories to update each other !
and finally i SHOP !!! after soooo freaking long . the last time i shopped ,
was before i start school .. which is like .. 3 weeks ago ?
okay so hit the town ! yay , i like i like (:
aftermath met eugene awhile to get my econs book back .

enough for today , i shall blogged about yesterday !
had bbq over at cleon's place with my clique .
enjoyed and had boxes of fun and laughter ! (:
and and i had alot of crabsticks ! i like i like !

im so lost and know shit about all these things ..
till nelson tell me that we'll be having exams on the 1st , 4th and 5th august ..
then i realised .. its really time for me to get my ass stuck on chair ,
and my eyes glued on books .

for the past two fridays .. i've been hanging out with my clique after school ..
till around 4am plus then reached home ..
not to forget .. my ass is always out during weekends too !
ahhh . how am i supposed to have the time to study this way ?! ):
shit .. it seems like i've got to make a hard decision now ..
study and pass or go out enjoy and fail ! ):
i dont like , dont like !
i wanna go out enjoy and still manage to pass my exams , without studying !
hahaha . can can ?! okay .. it seems like im day-dreaming again .
oh ya ! one more thing ! its really sooo cool when your mates have car ,
and they drive you around . because this way , you dont have worry
about late-night cab surcharge and whatever shit it is ! (:

im finally meeting kyle goh tomorrow ! (:
its only one week since i last met him ..
but it feels like one freaking loooong year manzxzxz !
anyway anyway , ice monster , here i come ! im so gonna kill that temptation
and craving for mango ice !

" nothing means everything in precise "

2008-07-23T09:53:00.000-07:00

i like tomorrow ! tutorial canceled and all lessons pushed forward !
supposed to end school early every thursday ,
but tomorrow even earlier ! i like i like .

because this aint the first time ,
so im not gonna let you slip off this time .
this is something you never realise ..
you meant the world to me and you'll always be mine .
i love you .

" you will always be my baby "

2008-07-22T10:25:00.001-07:00

finally its wednesday tomorrow ! i like i like .
cause its the only day , im starting school late ! (:
and hopefully i wont be late tomorrow !
and damnit . i got myself demerit point , for being late today !
i've already tried my best .. but .. still late .
and i dont know why . must be the train's fault ! so slowwww .
hahahaha .
anyway anyway , im finally gonna meet my CPX hun this saturday !
shopping shopping ! here i come manzxzxzx ! (:
i miss shopping , shopping miss me .
i love shopping and shopping love me !

" your love is just a lie "

2008-07-21T09:19:00.000-07:00

im so freaking busy with school these days .
weekdays = school jail = no life !
anyway anyway , i love my clique now (:
mira , tina , gerlyn , eugene , cleon , nelson , khidzer , farhan ! i like i like .
school's a better place because of you guys .
you know i know we know (:
so many scandals , so many misunderstandings not cleared ,
so many things left unsaid , so many things left untouched ,
and so many things left unexplained (: this is my life now ! (:
oh ya oh ya , one more thing !
to all my honeybunnies :
ANGEL SWEAR SHE'S MISSING ALL OF YOU LIKE SHIAT !
she promised to meet you all out once she's free ya !
her schedule is just sooo packed these days .

i've got FOO's test on first august . damnit ): test dropped on my birthday !

" and no , you dont have to know a single thing baby "

2008-07-13T10:15:00.000-07:00

please support my peixian hun !

l be having a CarBoot Sale the following weekend.There will be almost 50 cars there selling stuffs too! Help me pass the msg ard! Thankyou!

Date: 19th and 20th July 2008 (Sat & Sun)
Venue: 902 East Coast Parkway, Block B #02-06, Playground @ Big Splash, Singapore 449874 (above Sushi-Tei)
Time: 10am to 6pm
My carplate number: SFZ6717T (COME TO ONLY MINE OK! :D )

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and shit , i think germs and bacteria will be knocking on me in no time .
im feeling so .. giddy now . and inertia to do a single thing .
goddamnit .

if you think thats the way you want ,
then so be it .
since youve already set an answer in your brain ,
before any words crawl out from my lips .
i dont think i owe you any explanation on that issue , at all .

" its time for the full-stop to show "

2008-07-12T12:36:00.001-07:00

finally , saturday knock on me !
after five bloody days of school jail , im finally released ! (:
but but , its too early to be this happy , cause i'll be returning back to jail ,
on monday like again ! ): k , damn sad and reluctant .

anyway anyway met kyle today .
so as usual , im late . dined at swensens . and i finally killed my temptation ,
and craving for chocolate fondue ! (:
caught , " its a boy girl thing " . cannot say that its freaking nice ,
but its worth the money (: at least , its not another loser movie ,
like " the stranger " . hahaha .
oh ya oh ya ! before the movie , we walked all the way from the cathay ,
to esplanade ! and we caught a few minutes of fireworks !
god . we're like shocked to see theres fireworks ! super nice !
so , after the movie , we started walking aimlessly .
all the way from the cathay to bugis , then to marina , esplanade then clarke quay !
power right ?! hahaha . i know i know .
tomorrow will be the last day , before i get back to school jail again !
k , so tomorrow will be a sleep-socks-long-hours day with siro !

" because part of me contains you , and part of you contains me "

2008-07-09T10:34:00.001-07:00

third day of school , and we're LATE again !
hahaha . everyday , run and rush . exciting uh .
with heels somemore , power ! (:
and freak my school ! first week only ..
and we're told to have maths test this coming friday .
oh ya ! one more thing , on the first day of school ,
we're given project . what the hell manzxzxzx ! ):
soon , yes soon . Angel will turn into someone who's no life .
maybe one fateful day , Angel might turn into some geek man ! (:
hahahaha .

" dont say sorry , when you meant no "

2008-07-08T08:28:00.000-07:00

second day of school , and the four of us were late !
all thanks to the stupid freaking locker !
its real cumbersome to have such ass locker man !
damn today , totally .
was sucha bad bad day man . so many unlucky things bumped on to me .
alright alright , i shall not mention any of those unlucky things ,
cause it will only deepens my mood .
say about two happy things !
firstly , im sooo happy that , finally ! yes finally , my school's starting late tomorrow .
not that late as in .. the time is much much better compared to the other days .
so when school starts late .. = longer sleep with siro ! (:
and secondly , i received my agnes b makeup pouch already !
damn happy manzxzxz (:

" you dont have to say so much , cause i wanna hear nothing "

2008-07-07T08:51:00.000-07:00

first day of school !

k , so i slept at 3am this morning and woke up at 0530am for school .
power right ?! i know i know . haha .
supposed to meet my three vain BRATZ at 0810am infront of control station ,
thought im gonna be late .. yet it turns out to be ..
im EARLY ! freaking early manzxzxz . hahaha !
see , i can be early too k . im not the late queen , thats always remind you all please (:
so so , as i've mentioned earlier on , my school hours are ..
freaking boxes loooooong ! it ends at 0600pm today ):
damnit . im really super tired and sleepy in class .
trying to keep my eyes wide awake ..
yet the voice of the lecturer and the cool silence in my class ,
plus plus the icy aircon blowing towards me ,
made me failed to sit and up straight and listen in class .
instead , they suddenly made my eyelids weigh many many pounds than usual .
i seriously cannot get used to school life yet .
imagine .. after nine ! yes nine months of holidays !
and the time i wake up for school now , is the time i usually sleep .
and and the time i end school , is actually the time im usually awake !
so nice uh . haha . damnit man !
so the conclusion = studying hours now = my used-to-be sleeping hours !
tell me how to concentrate and be wide awake in class ?! hahahaha .
k , i think i better turn in early tonight ! if not , my eye bags will be getting ..
bigger and heavier man ! dont like dont like !

eew , whats wrong with her and that cheesy plate pasta man !
super cheesy .. gross totally ! hahaha .

" just too busy to think of any "

2008-07-06T08:46:00.000-07:00

as usual , i was late for meet up again ! hahaha .

but but , im not very late k ! only late for 20 minutes !
caught , the strangers . and damnit .
its shit , totally manzxzxz . waste my time ! the preview's so nice ,
and attracting , yet it turns out to be .. shit totally !
anyway anyway , its 1am plus now , and i'll be waking up later at 0530am later .
for school .. yes ! ): damnit .
bye looooong sleeping hours with siro ):

kyle kyle kyle ! (:

i supposed .. youre the only one who can turn my mood into roller coaster .

" im the king , and youre the queen "

2008-07-05T10:52:00.001-07:00

so , someone named Joshua Lim Zhiwei send me this when we're chatting online .

pretty interesting and its super true . haha .

i told him , im gonna post this on my post tonight ..
and he goes ..
joshua ♂ :: ⓙⓞⓢⓗⓤⓐ ::〖⓪⑧/⓪⑦/①⑨⑨⓪〗:: adidas freak ㋡ ™ © : thanks fB! XD. still looking forward for 8th july though! XD. says:
LOL yea u should
joshua ♂ :: ⓙⓞⓢⓗⓤⓐ ::〖⓪⑧/⓪⑦/①⑨⑨⓪〗:: adidas freak ㋡ ™ © : thanks fB! XD. still looking forward for 8th july though! XD. says:
hahaha
joshua ♂ :: ⓙⓞⓢⓗⓤⓐ ::〖⓪⑧/⓪⑦/①⑨⑨⓪〗:: adidas freak ㋡ ™ © : thanks fB! XD. still looking forward for 8th july though! XD. says:
and CREDIT ME PLS

hahaha . so heres your credit joshua ! dont say i never credit you or something k !
irritating creature . hahaha .

k , one out off two of my weekends is gone ..
so im only left with tomorrow ! ):
sad , damn sad .
and there it goes , my nine months of holidays ..

" did i gave you the permission of intruding my life ? "

2008-07-04T12:29:00.000-07:00

was super late today ! made my poor sayang waited for me , for like one hour .
im so so sorry sayang ! you know what happened right right ? haha .

so as ms nice once again , i went all the way to tampines interchange like again .
just to accompany her take train ,
so that she wont feel lonely when she's on her way to meet me .
and yes , after i met her we took train down to orchard ,
when i can actually skip that part of going tampines to meet her .
haha . see told you im nice man ! (:
went far east , and i finally get my black heels for school !!!
aftermath , went plaza sing then cine for movie .
watched wanted . and oh my ! this movie is another must-die-for to catch !
its freaking nice , at least to me .

met up with jo and her friends awhile after movie ,
and i carry on with my last destination of the day ,

raffles city to meet eza ! yes , so as ms nice again ..
i went there to wait for her knocked off and trained home with her .
see , im so nice again !
when i can actually choose not to tap out and stay in city hall station .
hahaha (: and eza , you owe me something in your blog uh ! dont forget !

oh god oh god . time really flies .
i still remember one of my post saying about my orientation ..
and now , just a blink of an eye ..
my nine months of holidays gone ,
my working days are gone ,
my orientation's gone ,
weekdays gone ..
and im only left with weekends , before my school starts !
damnit . its freaking fast please .
god , imagine i've got to get my ass wake up before the crack of dawn .. like 0530am ?
and and , my school hours are like freaking looooong , please .
not forget to mention that , friday's a loooong day for me too !
k speaking about all these turns my energy level LOW , totally .
goddamnit ! Angel is so so not looking forward to go school k .
i'll miss my socks loooong hours of sleeps with siro ! ):
and and im so gonna miss all my honeybuns manzxzxzxzxz !

oh ya oh ya ! one more thing , before i forget .
i saw something i LOVEEEEE very very much today !
dint bought it , cause .. price = super not worth .
and and , i promised to be a good girl ,
not to spend money on non-essential things ,
starting from tomorrow onwards . hahaha .
but but , thats a very sad thing k .
all thanks to me .. my account balance is like .. ehem . haha .
and my last month spending was like . hahaha . you know you know !
MELODY !!! MY ALL-TIME-FAVOURITE !!!
super cute right , arent they !?

and well , this is something , i wont deny .
i miss you so much that , for now i know ,
even if you were to appear beside me ,
sharing glances with me .
so near to me that , i can actually hear your breathing and heartbeat ..
i'll still be missing you as much .
now read my lips : i miss you deeply , badly and madly !

" now i realised how important you are to me "

2008-07-03T10:04:00.000-07:00

k , finally i met up with MEI YAN !!!
miss her socks much ! you know you know .

so being ms nice , i went all the way to tampines for her !
though im late . haha . but hey , thats not the point k ! i still make the effort there k .
ate long-john to kill my craving . and we started to talk endlessly (:
we've got so so so many things to update that ,
i suppose today's meetup aint enough .
right right hun ? (:

oh ya . that mei ren yu dint join us today , cause .. she's sick .
k , damn sad . but nevermind , will be meeting her tomorrow after she knocked off !
i'll be grumbling non-stop , once i see her tomorrow !
oh ya , speaking about that , i bumped into azraini and mrs haffidz today !
supposed to meet az sayang tomorrow , yet i bumped into her today !
super happy to see mrs haffidz ! and and , speaking of this , makes me miss ..
mr J.han ): you know you know . hahaha .
alright alright , i suppose thats all for today !

and i wonder .. must i always spoon-feed you with details ,
then you'll know how i feel ?
must i always do every single thing so obvious to you ,
then you'll know whats on my mind ?
maybe this is something you never realise ..
sometimes words youve said ,
numb me into a block of wood .
and actions of yours ,
make me feel like im a total fool .

" just one more day with you "

2008-07-02T07:40:00.000-07:00

met up with key like finally ?!

though this is the second time i meet her , this week .
but but , that day we only managed to meet each other for less than half an hour ?
hahaha .
ate chicken rice for dinner again ! haha .
damn . im sooo addicted to chicken rice ! you know i know we know why ! (:
laughed non-stop and gossiped endlessly !
' hows life / housefly ' ( hidden jokes ) hahaha . you know you know !

love love love , totally ! (:
freaking boxes charming . my oh my !

" only if you were to share the same sentiments as me "

2008-07-01T10:24:00.000-07:00

020708 wednesday - meeting my lovelys !
030708 thursday - meeting MEIYAN !!! god , i totally miss this honey of mine !
and and eza , that mei ren yu too ?
eh , mei ren yu , pleaseeee give me GREEN light tomorrow k !
you know i miss you , you know you know . hahaha .
040708 friday - meeting az sayang ! (: miss her socks much tooooo .

yes yes , wondering why am i meeting so many people in this week ?
cause .. im starting school this coming monday ! rahhhh .
and and , my school hours are freakingggg looong please .
so , i've got to meet all these dearies of mine , before im stuck in school jail .

anyway anyway , was surfing net last night .
yes , i was reading up some fact about horoscope and tarot cards !
my all time favourite ! and and .. all along , im one who's studying about horoscope ..
but but , i dint know that taurus is the second most romantic sign ! not till last night .
hahaha . yes , the first romantic sign is .. ehem , me ! leo (:
and i did some love compatibility thingy last night , about sign .
my oh my ! believe it or not , its freaking true k ! at least for me .
and whatever thing they describe about leo is also damn freaking true . hahaha .
k , i'll not post everything there about leo . but i'll post this ,
cause this is really .. freaking true !

To Seduce a Leo Woman
The right man for the job of taming the Leo lioness is one who radiates warmth and shows his affection in a physical way. They are even more interested if he happens to be rich or famous or powerful or gorgeous (or all of the above) so that she can share the spotlight with her new love. A man who commands respect, and a man who is generous (and can afford to be), will definitely appeal to her. Leo women like men who admire and praise them, and a fine face and beautiful body definitely get their attention. Shallow? You bet -- and Leo women wouldn`t have it any other way. Actually, Leo women can also be drawn to sensitive, creative types such as actors, artists, musicians, or performers -- as long as they are also successful in the eyes of society.

What Leo Needs
What the King/Queen of the Jungle wants more than anything else is to be fawned over. Being a devoted sort, the Lion will return this gesture in kind, making a partner feel special, indeed. A lover who comes bearing gifts, exudes class and remembers that it`s nothing but the best for this stellar cat is clever and wise. The one who can bring out the true Lion, which is often hiding behind the glare of white lights and preening to an adoring crowd, will do both of them a favor. In the end, Leo`s lover must always remember who is number one and act on this all the time. The Leo lover is giving and devoted, and lives for the pleasures that life can bring. One of these is putting them squarely in the spotlight, where they believe they truly belong. Anyone willing to bask in the Lion`s warm glow is in for a red-hot time!

How to influence Him:
He likes to be the center of attention and has lots of friends and fans around him. Learn to be a groupie, but don`t shine his shoes. He feels that he can conquer just about anything, so leave some question as to your true feelings, the mystery and intrigue will drive him up a wall. There will always be women around him, so get used to it. He is usually quite open and honest about things, so you should be able to read him like a book. He likes fun and good times, so be ready to party. Let him know that he is the king and he`ll let you be the queen.

" it seems like everything has really come to an end "

2008-06-30T08:36:00.000-07:00

today's a haircut day !

and no , i dint cut my hair . im totally satisfied with my loooooong hair .
hahaha .
accompanied minyi key , afternoon to get her hair cut ,
then trained down to chinatown and meet peixian and lynne .
idled time in swensen and peixian's house .
then to chinatown's monsoon to get both of their hair cut .
aftermath , went bugis and home !

totally LOVE hanging out with these two breast friends of mine . hahaha .
laugh loudly like nobody's business and ill-talked session non-stop !
you know i know we know , who's our uber HOT topic la k . hahaha .
anyway anyway , dint take any photos today , cause today aint photo day for me .
not like yesterday .. k , damn sad . hahaha .

i dont wanna say so much about this anymore .
you made your stand clear , and i made mine too .
now go your way , and vice versa i'll go mine .

-------

heres a something for " ur reader " !

peixian says she so strong that she can sit on " ur reader " 's head .
and crushed it into powder , and we'll all sniff like addictive drug .

and peixian says ,
we'll each poke one of our middle finger into " ur reader " 's nose .
two flavours ! blueberry on the left and strawberry on the right !

i reminded her that , " ur reader " 's nose aint that small know .
and she says , oh ya ! so we'll change to two fists instead of fingers .
hahahaha !

and lastly , this is for you ! " ur reader " .
we totally wanna flush you in and bid goodbyeeeee !
enjoy your life with shit , since you speak shit and act like a shit ! (:
oh ya oh ya ! before youre gone to accompany all those shit .
i must say that i really appreciate you for being ..
" ur reader " . at least , before youre gone to another part of this world ,
youve did something so true and pure like reading my blog !
thanks so much uh (:

" treat me like im born yesterday "

2008-06-29T09:40:00.000-07:00

met babychan today like finally ! (:
that irritating girl , on her phone to silent mode this morning ,
make me call her upteen times that she dint even notice .
anyway anyway , as usual we're late for meetup . hahaha .
this time aint my fault k . its her fault ! she never pick up my call ,
make me have this wrong idea that thought she's still sleeping ..
so i stop preparing . hahaha .

lido is our first destination ! stuck there for socks loooong .
ahh , you know i know we know why uh . hahaha .
then then , we went far east , wisma and taka . usual place ..
today's conclusion = our mango's apparels are increasing !!! (:

( my self - proclaimed , hottest girl - babychan ! ) hahaha .
alright alright , gonna stop here for now .
meeting that irritating yet ehem .. lovely girl with lynne tomorrow again !
more shoppinggggggggggg ! and and , i need to get my back heels by tomorrow !

always .. you never fail to make me feel so fatigue with this .
you held your pride back , refuse to take the initiative ..
and so do i .
yes , now think back .. maybe pride is the biggest obstacles between us .
all the time , i told myself to throw trust in you .
but all the things you do .. make me feel that everything is so not worth .
so i suppose this is the time , we should draw an ending line
and this shall be the conclusion of everything .

" i've never lose anything , cause i dint gain a single thing right from the start "

2008-06-26T10:15:00.000-07:00

orientation was fine ! not as bad as what i think though .
yea , maybe im really too nervous till i think toooo much . haha .
for my course ; tourism management , theres only like 2classes .
anyway anyway , i've made new friends (: we sure click uh !
gonna meet them on the very first day of school ,
at interchange and , off to school together !

angel is really starting school reallllll soooooon !
2years to complete my diploma and last year for attachment .
3years in total .. not that long , yet not that short either .
oh well , i just hope time flies and everything will turn out smoothly for me !

k , thats for all ! and and im finally meeting my irritating babychan this sunday !
oh god ! it really has been sockssssss loooong since i last met her k !
hun , gossiping session's here ! (:

" thats when i turned to you , and say baby everything's so true "

2008-06-25T09:43:00.000-07:00

k , im feeling super down now !

tomorrow is my orientation ): time really FLIES !
damnit . 3months ago , im still grumbling that im sick of holidays .
but now .. i think i'll rather have holidays . rawr !
nothing can turn my mood to high or happy now .. totally nothing .
k , i think i better stop this topic now , cause the more i speak of it ..
the more down i'll tend to be .

anyway anyway , met up with jas , my cousin and xinyi , her friend yesterday .
went boat quay and shop around . saw another thing thats tempting me to buy !
god ! that GG5 sheer dress !!! freakingggg niceeee k !
aftermath , i went to meet kyle . reached home at around 4am and slept at 6.30am .
hahaha . i think nowadays , i've really been super nocturnal .

alright alright , about today ..
something miracle happened ! angel BAKE cookies ! yes , i baked !
hahaha . all for the sake of apologising to him .
afterall it was my bad , so .. yeap . i've got to do something about it ,
rather than saying endless of that 5 letter word ; sorry .
and ya , everything was meant to be a surprise !
k k , i know im sweet la k . hahaha .
but but , the climax thing is .. cookie look nice , smell nice ..
but taste .. like ehem .
i think im already very good k . this is my FIRST time baking ,
and i've got this results , all i need is abit more of room improvement ! (:

" back to the same street where we begin "

2008-06-23T09:44:00.000-07:00

and ya ! i hit TP today ! oh god .

im like so excited . hahaha . you know you know , TP has always been my ,
ideal poly ! (: and ya , youre right again ..
i smuggle in for lecture lesson again . this time , i smuggled in eza's class !
first hour of lesson was fine ..
and the second hour was like .. SUPER DRY !
the lecturer was damn strict k . i cannot even message , or talk to eza .
and so .. i ended up listening to the class . hahaha .
i still can somehow recall what he say k ..
" what frequency high , then dont know what will be low ,
then is frequency low , then the dont know what will be high .
what capture range then locked range ... "
hahaha ! (: so after engineer lesson today .. i think i will prefer nursing .
so after 2hours of lesson today , we went shopping !
and now think back .. i feel abit regret for not buying that chanal tee .
oh well , forget it !

oh ya ! i nearly forget . i caught two movies on saturday with kyle .
you dont mess with zohan and the happening .
i'll really suggest people who haven watch , you dont mess with zohan ,
go watch it now ! super freaking funny k !
and i can confirm you'll laugh your ass out .

( sorry , but i really look like shit in that photo . hahaha . )

" something just for you and me "

2008-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

k , so my stitch ( chin xuan ) has passed down this ,
super uber LOOOOOOOONG survey for me to complete .
thanks uh . hahaha . and i wonder ..
why am i keep receiving tags to do survey these days ? haha .
so i shall use this whole post for this survey , cause its really SUPER long
100 questions know !
stitch ! are you touched ? haha .

and here we go ..
001 What's the connection between you & the last person that called you?
answer : daddy .

002 Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
answer : like obviously yes . especially when im super mad at someone .

003 What happened at 10.00am today ?
answer : dreaming . please , its super early 1000am , obviously im still in bed .

004 When did you last cry ?
answer : cannot remember .

005 What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter ?
answer : waffle .

006 What do you want in your life right now ?
answer : all my dreams and wishes to come true .

007 Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood ?
answer : depends on how big is the rain .

008 What's your favorite thing to have on your bed ?
answer : SIRO ! ( its my favourite seal , mind you . )

009 What bottom are you wearing now ?
answer : shorts .

010 Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
answer : ( privacy )

011 Do you tend to make a relationships complicated ?
answer : no .

012 Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
answer : no . and i dont like borrowing things .

013 What was the last movie you caught ?
answer : the happening .

014 What are you proud of ?
answer : i dont know .

015 What does the oldest text message in your inbox say ?
answer : ting telling me that she've bought the magazine .

016 What was the last song you sang out loud ?
answer : i dont sing loudly .

017 Do you have any nicknames? What are they ?
answer : dietry flowerhead , wang sao , silver sweety , bimbo .

018 What does your last received text message say ? Who was it from ?
answer : from beanie reminding something .

019 What time did you go to bed last night ?
answer : around .. 5am .

020 Are you currently happy ?
answer : no .

021 Who gives you best advice ?
answer : dad , mom and dearies .

022 Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
answer : no . eeew , i've never like whipped cream .

023 Who did you talk on phone last night ?
answer : oh my , theres plenty of them ..

024 Is anything bugging you right now ?
answer : yes .

025 What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh ?
answer : eza ! (:

026 Do you wear toe socks ?
answer : no , and i dont even own them .

027 Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
answer : none .

028 Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
answer : yes .

029 What annoys you most in a person ?
answer : LOSERS . hooligans are best example of this !

030 Do you have a crush on anyone ?
answer : yes , i supposed ..

032 What is the colour of your room ?
answer : pink . k , i know its ugly .

033 Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
answer : no .

034 Do you believed in the saying talk in cheap" ?
answer : yes , to a certain extent .

035 Who was the last person to lay in your bed ?
answer : me .

036 Who was the last person to hug you ?
answer : him .

037 Did anyone see the last person you kissed ?
answer : yes .

038 Do you have a life ?
answer : duh !

039 Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't ?
answer : no .

040 What is the reason behind your profile song ?
answer : no specific reason .

041 Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
answer : i dont remember .

042 Last time you smiled ?
answer : like one hour ago ? dont know .. cannot remember .

043 Have you changed this year ?
answer : i dont know .. but yes , i suppose .

044 What are you listening to right now ?
answer : save you by simple plan .

045 Are you talking to someone when you doing this ?
answer : is msn counted ?

046 Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
answer : like duh . of course its open .

047 Is there a quote you live by ?
answer : only if you dare to dream big .

048 Do you want someone you can't have ?
answer : yes yes . qsy !

049 Have you ever played an instrument ?
answer : yes .

050 What was the worst idea you've had in week ?
answer : dont remember .

051 What were you doing last night at 11.00pm ?
answer : idling around in vivo , waiting for my midnight show .

052 Are you happy with your love life right now ?
answer : to a certain extent .

053 What song describe your love life ?
answer : i dont know .

054 Does the person know that you like him/her ?
answer : yes , i supposed .

055 Who always make you laughs ?
answer : eza , jo and jes .

056 Do you speak other language other than English ?
answer : yes , sometimes .

057 Are you blond ?
answer : no .

058 What your middle name ?
answer : can i not say .

059 What are you doing tomorrow ?
answer : i'll be smuggling to eza's lecture lesson tomorrow . hahaha .
and and shopping after that ! (:

060 What do you think you are like ?
answer : materialistic .

061 Who will you choose to die with ?
answer : none . lol . this is so dramatic .

062.Where have you been today ?
answer : grandma's place then cousin's place .

063 What game do you play often ?
answer : i dont fancy games .

064 Who are you missing right now ?
answer : him .

065 If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose ?
answer : eh .. i've never thought of this question before .
oh well , i've just got to pray that my boy can clicked off well with my dearies .

066 What are you doing right now ?
answer : chatting on msn , and doing this loooong survey .

067 Which primary school are you from ?
answer : Holy Innocent's Primary .

068 Name 3 colours that you like .
answer : red , brown and gold .

069 What emotion you like to show ?
answer : depends on who im looking at .

071 If you have something troubling you, what will you do ?
answer : try to solve it .

072 Who did you last chat in msn today ?
answer : im still chatting .

073 Which model of phone do you use ?
answer : S500i

074 Which month are you born in ?
answer : august !

075 How are you feeling right now ?
answer : no specific mood to describe . just .. normal .

076 What is the time now ?
answer : 0249 am

077 Where are you now ?
answer : duh . home of course .

078 What colour did you use to dye hair ?
answer : and who the hell will use COLOURS to dye their hair .
isnt this suppose to be like some kinda chemical solution .

079 Why are you doing this test ?
answer : because chin xuan tagged me to do so .

080 What feeling you hate most ?
answer : to lose someone i love .

081 At which age you wish to get marry ?
answer : i dont know .. this thing never come across my mind .

082 Who is more important to you ?
answer : like i've said , im biased . so it depends on who's my boy .

083 Do you think you have enough confident ?
answer : most of the time yes .

084 Who is the person you trust the most ?
answer : none . sometimes .. i dont even trust myself too .

085 Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
answer : like duh . scientific proved .

086 If you can have a dream come true, what would it be ?
answer : to fulfill all my dreams . haha .

087 What is your goal for this year ?
answer : to passed all my exams and tests .

088 Do you believe in eternity love ?
answer : no .

089 What feeling do you love most ?
answer : to have endless of cash rolling in my wallet .

090 Do you really think its Global Warming now ?
answer : yes .

092 Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
answer : if its worth for me to do so .

093 Do you believe in God ?
answer : yes .

094 Who cares for you the most ?
answer : dad and mom .

095 What do you think is the most important thing in your life ?
answer : money !

096 Describe the person who tagged you .
answer : tagged me to do this or the last person who tagged me ? ..

097 What have you regretted doing in your whole life ?
answer : i dont like raking up my history .

098 What would you feel that no one no longer cares ?
answer : i dont know .

099 what of your ~~stead~~boyfriend two-timed you ?
answer : smack his face ! throttle him !

100 whats your greatest wish ?
answer : to fulfill all my dreams and wishes .

oh my oh my ! im soooo done with this freaky thing man !
GAWD ! i really think that , im actually beyond of what i thought i am(:
CHIN XUAN PLEASE BE TOUCHED , THANKFUL AND HONOURED !

2008-06-18T10:58:00.000-07:00

did i mentioned that i went for injection yesterday ?
damnit ! its freakingggggg PAIN k ):
super hate injection la . all because of that stupid school , shatec .
like what the hell . going shatec , make me do stupid things ..
like whole body check-up and and INJECTION ! ):

doctor : which school are you going ?
me : shatec lo .
doctor : what course ?
me : tourism management .
doctor : your school very troublesome uh . youre going for school ,
yet so many check-up makes you sounds like youre going for army .
me : ya la ! damnit !!! actually .. i dont really mind doing check-up ..
can we like .. skip that injection part ?
doctor : oh no ! and thanks for reminding me about the injection .
i nearly forget about it . haha .
me : wth ! did i just reminded the doctor to poke the needle into my flesh ?
): oh well , i guess i did .. damnit .

this actually teach me a lesson ..
sometimes talk too much and act like some smart ass
will only end yourself up into troubles .

yes yes ! super duber uber CUTEEEEEEEEE !
i love QSY hell lots , please ..
( sorry , i know this is the upteen times , im repeating this .
know that you people are sick of listening to it ..
but im not sick of saying it over and over again . ) hahaha .

" know that , i can never meet someone like you ever again "

2008-06-17T10:04:00.000-07:00

a moment like this , some people wait a life time .
for a moment like this , some people search forever .
till now , i cant believe this is happening to me ..
some people wait a life time .. for a moment like this .

that fingers count seconds of eye-contact ,
makes my heart pounds all the way up to my throat .
and till then , when your hand touches mine ,
i know i cant be any happier than this .

i've never wanted some one so badly before ..
not till , i met you .

" in order for my world to be perfect , you ought to be present "

2008-06-16T08:55:00.000-07:00

k , angel is currently lying at a very very very bad and sad mood now !

it feels like .. today's friday13 to me ):
everything dont seem to be right , and its going against me .
is it because menses knocking on me soon ? so im having pms now ,
that affects my mood , or some other things ?
oh well , i dont know .. im just feeling very frustrated and irritated .
but but i wanna thanks people who tried cheering me up !
tempestt , fareeza and meiyan ! love you all hell lots (:

im so addicted to , VICTORIA'S SECRET this brand now .
oh my !!!
i want all these things !!! theyve got my name printed on them !!!
gorgeous , arent they ?!

alright alright . so much for that .. im gonna do another survey thingy now .
this time passed down by my dear mob-tv ; bridget (:
hey dearie ! please be touched to see the following , after youre back at 19 k !
and and , i've got boxes of things to keep you update !!! i miss you (:

01. At which age do you want to get married?
answer : oh my .. i dont know .. cause i dont intend to get married , i suppose .
maybe its because i haven find my mr right yet .

02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?
answer : im biased .. so it depends on who my boy is .

03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?
answer : family and my dearies ;
fareeza , tempestt , bridget , liting , meiyan , peixian and minyi .

04. Do you think you have enough confidence?
answer : most of the time .

05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?
answer : smack that person's head and i'll bring that animal home .
hopefully its a dog ! husky especially . i'll leave it , if its a cat . hahaha .

06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?
answer : like duh . its not as if , i never study science .

07. What is your goal for this year?
answer : to fulfill all my dreams and wishes .

08. Do you believe in eternity love?
answer : NO .

09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
answer : yes .. but i dint meant to .

10. What feeling do you love most?
answer : to be loved by someone i love ..
or should i say , with endless of cash notes falling all over me ? hahaha .

11. If one day your best friend and boyfriend quarrel, who will you side with?
answer : neutral .

12. List out 5 of your best friends.
answer : but i've got more than 5 . haha . i've got 7 dearies know .

13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
answer : if its worth for me to do so .

14. What is your best moment in your life?
answer : i dont know .. shopping may be ? it never fail to make me feel super good .

16. If you were on a ship, your mother and your boyfriend (been together for 2 years) were knocked out of the ship,
you only have one life float, who would you throw it to?
answer : my mom . mom's are forever , and boyfriends are whatever . hahaha .

17.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?
answer : it depends on who he is . like i've said , im biased .
so , i'll react differently to different people .

18. If time were to rewind, when will you want it to be?
answer : cant think of any . cause i dont like to live my life in history days .

19. Have you felt the true meaning of love?
answer : yes .

20. What is your current bluetooth device name?
answer : Angel-prodigal .

i know he's handsome , but sorry ..
he's taken by me . hahaha . i love you , QSY .
alright alright ! im so done .
hopefully i'll feel better tomorrow .

" i overheard something , while talking to myself "

2008-06-13T10:52:00.001-07:00

k , i know i've stop blogging these few days too .
this time , for real , im really damn busy !!! no lies k . haha .
anyway anyway , its going to be 2am now . and i dont intend to sleep ! haha .
im just afraid that tomorrow , or should i say i cannot wake up at 4am later ?
time flies , and 3days passed damn fast .
120608 thursday : i promise i'll never forget that seconds of eye contact .
i love you , QSY .

alright alright , about today ..
i met fareeza , that irritating adorable girl cum mei ren yu today again !
hahaha . no choice , that girl miss me too much that we went out on wednesday ,
and this morning she beeped me for meetup again ! (:
yes , we shop and shop and shop . so we ended up with bags and bags and bags .
hahaha . i swear shopping with her is awesome k !
especially when the both of us just got our pay . haha .
just like AUNTIES , we spend money like nobody's business ,
especially this period , GSS !!! hahaha . majority of the things are like frigging cheap !
to mei ren yu : firstly you should count yourself honoured that i went BUGIS STREET with you today .
( for i've never like that hot hot place before )
and secondly , i still turn up and go shopping with you ,
though im freaking tired , and and the climax is i agree to your last minute plan ,
in no time , once i wake up ! hahaha .
see , this princess here is effing good to mei ren yu right ?!
touched not !? hahaha . i know you do la (:

" youre stamped in my heart , deeply . "

2008-06-08T10:23:00.000-07:00

my first post in june !
k , i thought that was a nice opening .. its almost 0130am now ,
and im still sitting upright , facing the com now ,
when im actually suppose to be in bed at this time ,
cause i've got to wake up super early tomorrow .
dont know why .. just couldnt get those panda eyes of mine close now .
maybe , its insomnia causing this problem ? or maybe ..
theres plenty of things cramp in mind that i cant get myself to sleep in peace ?
oh well , whatever it is .. i dont think theres a need to figure out why am i still wide awake .
totally crap , it is !
anyway anyway , i know i haven been blogging much these days .
yes , those stupid lame reasons or should i say excuses instead ? im lazy and tired !
hahaha . k , anyway anyway today i met up with all my lovelys again !
though we dint go far , and yes i meant it .. practically dint go FAR . hahaha .
yet we still managed to enjoy ourselves alot ! so long as , theres some cafe for us to sit , eat and chill , its enough for us ! right babe ?
even though , deep down in me , hope that we could go some far far place . hahaha .
but its ok , cause .. ehem .. im super understanding k !
this time , i give in to all of you , next time must give in to me , go far far place k ? hahaha .
and yes , we ill-talked and laughed alot today again :)
cam-whored too , but .. too lazy to upload them all
and and some of the pictures are with our mob-tv ; bridget .
haha . shall upload all pictures tomorrow !
alright alright , shall stop here now !
to all my lovelys : please take good care of the little lolly i gave it to you all today k ?
hahaha . handle it with extra care uh ! :)

120608 , i cant wait for this fateful day to knock on me !
QSY , i super duber uber love you !

" give me a knock on my door , and i'll know its you baby "

2008-05-29T08:05:00.000-07:00

met up with the girls like finally . haha .
though its only for that few hours , for dinner ,
updating life stories with each other and of course not to forget ,
ill-talking session . hahaha .
its really great to catch up with each other , after socks long since we all last met .
and the best thing is , though all of us are in different schools
and lead life in seperate ways ,
we're still able to communicate with each other like how we used to be .
oh ya , and and the funny thing is , since none of us change ..
our gossip topic , of course remain the same too ! hahaha .
you know , i know , we know:) that effing extreme hot hot topic !
and this is a situation whereby the proverb explains itself ,
' true friendship stands no obstacles between ' .
anyway anyway , girls ( brig , temp , ting and CHAN MIN YI )
meet up soon again ya ! just like what all of us agree ,
this time we definately must meet during weekends ,
so that we've got plenty of time to GOSSIP ! hahaha .
and and , i promise to not be LATE again . haha . loveeee you girls socks much !

k , so much for that .. now time for me to rant !
ting told me two ultra sucking news these days !
and it totally turns my mood level to ..
NEGATIVE MILLION TIMES !
oh well , now the both of us can do a single thing , except praying for miracle to happen ,
and hope things will change for the better .
am i so right , quan sao ? :(
now that this sucky thing have happened , im so not looking forward to 120608 .
cause the more i think of it , the more disappointed and inertia i'll tend to be .
k , enough of this .

i love QSY hell lots !!!
( i know every one knows this ,
but i just cant stop myself not to repeat it over and over again . hahaha . )

going to sleep now ? nah ~ not yet . know why ?!
cause i've got a stupid task on ! i've got to do this irritating survey ,
passed down by that irritating CHAN MIN YI . hahaha .
eh , ms lovely chan , you should feel so touched that im doing the survey k .
cause im sacrificing my sleep just to complete the survey for you ,
when im actually on full-shift tomorrow . haha .

Q : If your Lover betrayed you, what would your reaction be?
A : disappointed in him , of course . and i'll smack his head upside down . hahaha .

Q : If you can have a Dream to come true, what would it be?
A : i want to be uber rich ! eh , or should i say ,
i hope all my dreams and wishes will be granted ? hahaha .

Q : Who you wish to be with right now?
A : you know , i know , we know la . none other than , the world most charming QSY !

Q : What i want now?
A : i want to be with QSY !

Q : What's your ideal lover like?
A : aiyo , QSY totally describes out everything la . hahaha .

Q : Which is more blessed , loving someone or being loved by someone?
A : eh .. i dont think theres a fixed answer to this question for me .
cause , if lets say you were to love that person but he dont feel the same thing for you .
of course you will not feel blessed .
but if you were to be love by someone you dont fancy at all ,
i doubt at that period of time , you'll feel blessed .

Q : How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
A : bloody long , i supposed ?

Q : If the person you secretly liked is already attached , what would you do?
A : throttle that irritating bitch . hahaha .
no la no la , eh .. i'll try all my best to give up on him .

Q : Is there anything that made you unhappy these days?
A : yes , of course ! and i just mentioned it in this post , earlier on .

Q : Is being tagged fun?
A : it depends on , who's tagging .

Q : How do you see yourself in ten years time?
A : in the mirror , of course . hahaha . no la no la , QSY's wife , of course !

Q : Who are currently most important people to you?
A : family , my girls and QSY .

Q : Would you rather to be a single & rich or married but poor?
A : im famous for being materialistic and practical . shopping = my life .
so what do you think ?

Q : What's the first thing you do every morning?
A : open my eyes . hahaha .

Q : Would you give all in a relationship?
A : it depends on who's the other party .
i must admit that im biased when it comes to relationship too .
different people gives me different kinda feeling , i dont love all my ex socks much .

Q: If you fall in love with two person simultaneously, who would you pick?
A : i will pick the one who love me more than the other .

Q : What type of friends do you like?
A : people who can totally click with me .

Q : Do you have a pet?
A : no . but i yearn to have a HUSKY !

Q: What type of friends do you dislike?
A : those who cannot click with me .

oh my god ! i cant believe that , i actually really did the whole survey .
never will i entertain such irritating stuff k .
so , CHAN MIN YI , please feel honoured and touched k !
hahaha . and and , you better turn up for the next meet up !
no more excuses like deprive of sleep shall be accepted k !
you better get your ass there , with the four of us ! :)

" those things are stuck there since last summer "

2008-05-25T10:44:00.001-07:00

k , so whenever mummy , bro and i reached home with big and small bags .. daddy goes ..

daddy : do you know what are you best at ?
me : ehhh .. sleeping ! hahaha .
daddy : NO ! spending money . especially when you go shopping with mummy ,
cause you dont have to pay for a single thing .
and when mummy's using credit to pay off bills ..
i'll be the one ended up paying for everything ,
when all along , im studying at home for my major exams tomorrow .
me : hahaha . thats what daddy for , isnit ?! pay for our shopping expenses .
thats why i say , daddy youre the best ! i love you !!!
daddy : dont always have this mindset that , i love you can cover up everything k . i really pity your future husband .
me : no worries , he'll be someone who's freaking RICH ! hahaha .
daddy : oh well , i hope so too . or else youre gonna suffer .
or may be , you'll be the one ended up paying for his expenese . hahaha .

and yeap , for these two days during weekends was family day for me .
family day = shopping , shopping and shopping !
all thanks to GSS , i see another tremendous difference in my account balance like .. again ?!
oh well , its ok .. so long as im HAPPY ! hahaha . shopping = happpy !
i've hit taka , tangs and raffles city for the past two days .

my next destination this coming weekend with mummy will be .. wisma , paragon and suntec , i suppose ?! hahaha .
oh my god . angel just love shoppingggggggg !!!

he spells L . O . V . E , totally .

and when my dear fareeza saw my previous post , she says ..

eza : sia la ! that guy in your blog so cute sia .

me : ehem . of course la ! my boyfriend know . hahaha .

" did you spot your face in my heart , QSY ? "

2008-05-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

the thought of 8hours work tomorrow turns my energy level low , totally .
especially when menstrual cramps have been clinging on me hourly .
plus plus , im feeling so lethargic to switch my mood to work , after 3days off .

baby baby !

" when you look me in the eyes "

2008-05-19T10:47:00.000-07:00

so now im finally back home after 2days 1night of stay over at ling's place .

family outing with relatives on sunday . turf club for lunch , giant for groceries
and plaza singapura for our " beloved little all-time-favourite " ping's birthday present .
it really has been socks years since all of us gather and stay over at each other's place .

laughing loudly , gossiping hourly , updating each other's stories and reminiscing our childhood times were totally awesome .
oh well , family members are still the best afterall ! agree?!
especially those cousins whom grew up with you for dino years .

oh ya , one last thing . jesmine , jo , my bro and i never fail to agree with each other that each and every time ,
whenever we stay over at ling's place , we'll definitely put on weight .
cause , our thoughtful aunty fandy never fail to feed us with food and junks , like non-stop ?! hahaha . and there goes our diet plan .. so how nice is this !?

" and you said , it has been so long baby "

2008-05-17T08:34:00.000-07:00

theres only one word to describe the state im in now ..
ZOMBIE . due to that freaking insomnia that knocked on me last night ,
i only managed to be in dreamland for like .. less than 5hours .
because im working full-shift today , so i've got to get my ass wake up at 7 in the morning ! this is very EARLY to me k .
i totally felt so reluctant and inertia to go for work today , please .
so poor me got to strain my eyes for that boxes long of socks hours , today .
anyway anyway , time flies when im working with steph too , though today is the very first time we both work together .
and so , when two power girls are on duty ..
our sales are actually the FIRST out of three ! k , i know we're smart . hahaha .
oh well oh well , i think thats for all today , cause this zombie here will doze of any time , i suppose ?

oh my god ! that fucking disgusting scumbag jerk went to view my friendster profile !
and and , i feel so so so so damnit polluted ! yucks !!!
i dont think theres a need for me to mention his name here , cause this will only pollute my blog .
you know , i know and we know ..

" and as you dream , you will turn to be "

2008-05-13T08:56:00.000-07:00

k , so when late queen bumped into late queen ..
we actually met up at 3pm instead of 2pm . sometimes , its really nice to meet someone who's gonna be as late as you are . cause in this way , nobody's angry with the other party for being late and blah blah blah . and the person who's always late can take up more time , cause she knows that the other party will end up being late too .
and yeah , normally this kinda things always happened if the other party is somehow related to you .
and for me .. it happens to be my cousin .

so , we hit town today , like again ? aftermath . we went our aunt's house for some gossiping session with her .
and it has been socks months since i last went there .
so yeap , thats for all ..
im feeling so inertia for work tomorrow .

" some things are not like how it used to be anymore "